okaye. back to update some stuff only. lols. okaye well. last training something happen. duno wad's with me too. aye. anyway think im kind of too overboard too. dun ask me wad happen. i wont say anything. it is the past. no use saying out too. just wanna apologise to IGNATIUS and the sirs . SORRY. im feeling unhappy at that tym. i mean im piss. and i duno how to handle my mood too. and after wad my boss said. that's really make me feel so dissappointed and hurt. SERENE, no worries i wont be angry with you of lil things yah. just wanna tell you that your attitute is getting worse. must take note kae. =) mmm. and i hate all the seniors for saying all the shit stuff and the way they handle the things.cant they think of something better of handling us? and not asking stupid question wid no answer from us and the answer they aready know. wad is the purpose of doin that. dont tell me it is to help us or wad. why not saying that you guys do not have any good ways of doin it right? just to say. NPCC is not using unreasonable things to help training up good cadets or so. if we are good. we do not need those things right? BUT overall i cant always dislike them. they are still my seniors that know more than i do. i will try.NO i must do my best to accept it. so i promise i wont give anymore trouble to the instructors anymore. I PROMISE! anyways thank to tzechoong too. actually i have ready reflect on wad i have done. but i duno that you guys know wad happen. so i didnt say anything. promise to you too. i will always draw a line between NP and friends. no worries too. =)
if one day im really quiting np. is not bcos i hate the ways your train us. it is bcos i am force to quit. so no worries again. IM ALWAYS DEVOTED TO NPCC!
takecare everyone. and thank again, tzechoong =)